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Wow I just fully realize my birthday is next weekend. I feel really old for not really being old. Time really goes fast when you sleep in.

Bought A Bride

Some Pictures Just Say It All.

2009

So it turns out that you really do keep learning things all the time. I've realize just now there are so many things I've done in this past year I would have thought of last year. These things vary from learning my inner bitterness towards some people in my life, how to correctly paint, how to use a shovle to dig semi trenches and my favorite what things are funny to put down the garbage desposal. Sure there are alot more things but I can't think of them at 2 in the morning. But no matter how much I learn or how far I go I'll always think of you and wish I could have learn the right things there.

Videos All The Time. All The Time

Ace Enders and Jeff Kummer played The Early November's "I Want to Hear You Sad"

So when I saw this I knew I had to post this pretty much everywhere I internet. The Early November and me have a long past, I saw them in 2006 right before they broke up and there is another 6 or so years of listening to them. I would be lying if I didn't day I still love them as much now as ever. But here's this youtube for you.

Pumpkin Carvings

So Saturday was full of stuff in which I got this exercise bike that kicked my ass today.



Pumpkin carving number 1. Funny story about this one last night a deer ate the whole design out of the pumpkin. So now I swear if I ever see a deer it’s getting punched in the snout.


Number 2, going more classic. Also meaning all the cool carving tools got broken.



Number 3, the monkey looking pumpkin.

Yellow.

These are what I see when I look out my window. It’s pretty nice and makes me whole room glow yellow.

Dream

Have you ever had a dream that seem so real that you wake up feeling weird about it?

See right before I woke I was having a dream I was in a car with some people and there was this girl I've known for some time now, haven't talked to in a while and that I still think about alot cause I guess I always thought of her as the perfect girl for me. But anyways I'm digressing, we're all in the car and I'm trying to be all "Mr. Personality" to everyone and the girl is kinda hanging out the window. So I roll mine down and tell her that she's pretty looking and she calls me out on the "Mr. Personality" thing and starts to ask me if I was any different from a few years before and that she waited for me to say something to her and then I woke. I woke up feeling weird about it. Maybe cause I still think of this girl the same way and I've been trying to kind of change in a good way.

But anyways have you ever had a dream that just personally shock you like mine?